Finished my first ever horror game and you can play it now HERE!

Release Trailer

Made this over a few weeks as a college assignment and was encouraged by friends to post it publically! It's pretty short on it's own but I am super happy with how it came out!

Had a great time at EGX and Comicon yesterday, made me very happy that so many people wanted a picture with my cosplay. Looking forward to going again next year hopefully! Even got to meet Tomska and got my pin signed :))

P.S. Saw a guy cosplaying Hank from Madness Combat! If you are seeing this, your costume was fantastic!! I didn't get the chance to stop for a picture because I was in a big crowd sadly :(

Not sure how to explain this fully, but does anyone else ever see other amazing artists and feel a little bad about themselves? I know this is a common thing in art, but for me personally I have been told by family, friends and even people I barely know that my art is wonderful and I should even consider doing comissions and stuff. I recognise I have talent and I am genuinely proud of myself, but I can never "love" my art. I always notice things I can do better, but when it comes to improving I find it so hard to push myself to practice more. I start so many drawings that never get past the sketch phase because I know as soon as I try to finish it I will completely lose the motivation.

I feel like I am in a weird place with my art where I don't think it's BAD, but I also don't feel like it's good ENOUGH. Does that make sense??? I am still studying Game Design right now and I am not super sure where I want to go next. I keep saying "something visual", like concept artist or something, but I think I lack the confidence in myself to truly pursue art as a career, even though deep down I know I would really like to. I was just wondering if anyone had any advice or even shared similar experiences/feelings on the topic. Hope you are all havin a great day <3

RENT A GRANDMA IS APPROVED!!!

You can listen to it now!!

Click here to Rent a Grandma

Awesome cool song with life-changing lyrics about renting grandmas should hopefully be here soon!

Unfortunately, I'm currently banned from the audio portal because it got mistaken for a copyrighted song... (Used a meme sound effect of a grandma falling down the stairs and apparently some rando dude also used it and put it on spotify LOL)

Will let you guys know when/if I'm unbanned and get it posted, I made it with a friend just for fun and it turned out to be a blast and it's one of our favourite things we've made just because of how stupid it is

For now, you can listen to it on soundcloud (Explicit lyrics), or if you want to wait for the NG release it should hopefully be cleared soonish: https://soundcloud.com/jamjarisdumb/rent-a-grandma-ft-jamushamus

Finally uploaded another song on here! I've really been putting off uploading my music here because of my unforunate past with the audio portal, but I'm working that confidence back up again! Now I always double, tripple ULTRA check before I post anything that it is fully compliant with the terms.

Posting about it here as I am still not scouted for the audio portal, which makes sense as I think I'm yet to meet the requirements.

A very weird song, but something I had a ton of fun making. I hope you enjoy!

Listen to it here :)

Finished some new art.. After about 3 hours.....

Time to head to bed.

Logged on today to 33+ Notifications!!

Huge thank you to everyone who has liked my current stuff, kind of gave me a fright to be honest LOL!

Even the man himself TomFulp gave me a follow - thanks a bunch!!

I look forward to posting more :)

Finished up a ref for my persona! I really feel like im finding my art style :)

Just put a new song up on here, my last upload to the audio portal was 2 years ago now and I ended up getting banned because my song was mistaken for stolen content (It has been resolved ages ago). I have been really skeptical of sharing another song on here incase I did something wrong again, but hopefully nothing goes wrong this time. This is just me getting comfortable using the audio portal again. Its a full original song and I hope to post more, feedback is appreciated :)

My next few song posts will be reuploads from my Soundcloud, but if it goes well I will begin posting new songs on here too! In the meantime, you can listen to them before I post them here: https://soundcloud.com/jamjarisdumb